有關「聽見,天使的聲音」

  我一直相信,每個人都可以聽見微風輕哨、樹間的低語,和天使的呢喃。只是有些時候,我們太忙太累、習慣用理性思考,忘了側耳傾聽,因此以為自己是一個人。

  其實祂們一直都在,無論我們在順境逆境、信仰什麼宗教、稱祂們為「守護天使」、「神」,或是「菩薩」……,祂們總是無形地守護著我們,保祐平安、在徬徨的時候牽引著我們,在看似沒有路的路上。

  天使占卜並不是評判、不是鐵口直斷,也不屬於任何一種語言的藝術;我喜歡英文的"Reading",因為我們互動的過程是一種「閱讀」:天使閱讀你目前的狀態,而我將祂們想對妳說的話語,-那些專屬於你的訊息-完整地傳達給妳知道,並協助你在過程中整理自己的思緒,以更鉅觀的視角,天使的角度來剖析。

  我只是天使與妳之間的媒介,目的是要讓你再次聽見久違的天使的話語。縱使在生命中曾經踉蹌、一度忘記如何暢開心懷地笑,只要再次聽到祂們親切的問候,就能拾起彼此的聯結,記起自己並不孤單,那便是我作為一個Reader的目的。

  天使占卜並不是為了得到一句「神準」的評語,準確是必要條件。我更期盼下次,當你聽到微風的歌唱、望見天上冉冉飄過的羽狀雲朵,你就知道是天使對你眨眼。不需經由我,你也能尋回聽見天使聲音的能力。

090627Notes of Message from your angel

  今天的問題是:請天使對去參加Ra Sha在台北開天使二階的事,給予建議吧。

  去年上完天使一階之後,我執拗地想參加Ra Sha在台東開的天使二階。在苦候不至之後,因緣際會地參加了Charles的天使授證課程,Charles課讓我有很多收獲,從感受力的增加到後來跑去賣手工餅乾(這叫:聽從妳的直覺嗎?XDD)都是。傳達天使的訊息、在Reading的過程中感受對方的感覺,其實是一件很棒的事。

  在那之後,天使的翅膀在台灣愈搧愈大。很多人出來帶領天使療法的工作坊,也聽到很多人說:「我上了Ra Sha的天使課」、「我也上了什麼什麼的天使活動」……Blahblahblah,我自己倒是沒有繼續上二階的念頭。一方面是:我已經上過Charles的課了呀;另一個原因是:我想暫時和天使保持”這樣”的距離就好 :p。

  當然這些日子還是每天塗油、早晚靜坐,早上靜坐完抽Mermaid Card……,有時跟著心和Guidebook上的指示做相應的步驟。到某天,我突然想起:「Ra Sha的blog好久沒有出現工作坊的訊息了」像是呼應我的想法,那天部落格迅速地po出新文,台北二階的時間赫然列在其中,像是一個sign促使我繼續前行,補足、清理某些細微的東西(Charles的課太大班了,有些角落沒掃到XDD)。我有點賴皮,因為七月中好像很久,不急著報名。結果,今天看到時間改期:7/4、5。很好,下禮拜。這是要我馬上決定是吧,於是抽了牌。天使們給了Isaiah(以賽亞), Aurora(極光), 和Archangel Raphael。

  以賽亞對應我過去至今那種急於改變、找到方向並顯化屬於自己的真實的心情。我也的確很急,那種感覺像就差一步、看到洞口就在前方,自己卻在蜿蜒的小徑上走著,恨不得裝上翅膀飛過去的樣子。祂知道,同時祂也點出來了:要照著自己的韻律行走,順應天時,以期待的心祝賀自己新生活的誕生。

  而極光,跟我說:「是高飛的時刻。」昨天終於理清自己心底最深沉的渴望,--自由飛翔,今天就看到這訊息是很棒的祝福。我逐字閱讀,當看到"You may wish for a guarantee of future success."這話忍不住大笑,太誠實的讀出我的想法了。如果可以,我還滿想天使們給我「保證成功、不純砍頭」的拍胸膛保證,如果當然這種是虛無飄渺的不負責任保證。當下屬於當下,將注意力專注在每一個現在,享受它、讓天使保管多餘的憂慮,是我展翅時最需要的品質。

  最後是大天使拉斐爾。呃,看到這一張,我真的覺得天使的訊息非常確定,沒什麼好說的了。幾天前才抽到,和Michael一起出現。現在出現的感覺,和奏鳴曲的再現部沒兩樣。其實心裡也隱約有感覺療癒-任何的形式的療癒-會是我的出口。既然Raphael都發話了,那就順服,讓二階成為澄清自己最後的明礬吧。

  我後來想想:台東無緣,其實另一種意思是說代表我在台北、花交通費就可以與天使互動(笑)。東部的空氣比較新鮮、天比較藍,還有很多很多我愛花東的理由,但有一點很重要:人是活的。參加的形式可以根據當下的狀況改變;而改變能在任何時間、地點發生。

  附上圖與英文解說於下。



Isaiah

"It's a good time to give birth to new ideas and situations in your life. I am watching over you, guiding you, and protecting you during these changes."

Additional Message: "You are ripe with new possibilities, and you feel an urgency to push into new territory. Beloved one, your new and exciting life changes are inevitable. There is no turning back! Instead of playing it safe, you decided to move forward. That is why I am with you right now, giving you the extra courage and comfort that you need."

"However, there is no need to rush. This is a time of incubation, where nature can allow everything to grow in its innate rhythm. Be assured that your life change will hatch at just the right moment! In the meantime, know that God and the angels are watching over you. You are safe and very loved. Congratulations on the birth of this new period of your life!"


Aurora

"You are flying high right now, which may threaten others. But don't descend, because others will soon become inspired by your example."

Additional Message: "Your intentions have created an upward trend in your life. New opportunities are coming your way, and your inner and outer self radiates this positive growth. You may worry that others will be jealous of your current and forthcoming success, so you will be sensitive about discussing your achievements. You may also worry about the future, about where your new path is taking you. You may wish for a guarantee of future success."

"I am here to help you enjoy the present, and the process of your new venture. Trust that each moment is taking care of itself. God has always taken care of you, and He always will. Ask me to help you stay focused on the now, and to let go of the worry habit so that you can enjoy these gifts. Gratitude is essential right now . . . to keep your flight at a high altitude."


Archangel Raphael

"I am helping you heal physical challenges in yourself and others. You are a healer, like me."

Additional Message: "I am with you because I am the Archangel of Healing. I am helping you heal your own body, as well as the physical bodies of others. I surround physical ailments with my healing energy of emerald-green light, and this energy is absorbed where it is needed."

"I speak to healers through their thoughts and feelings. I help you to discern, in this way, if your life's purpose is to be a healer. I can help you to know which areas of healing to study, and then assist with all aspects of your healing career. Call upon me whenever you need such help, and know that I will be with you in an instant."

090626 Message from My Angel

  剛跑去看了一個認識的人的blog,發現沉重的情緒讓我險險被拉走。所以看到一直開著的Message from Your Angel就問啦:How to keep my thoughts uplift?
  天使啪啪啪地給了我下列訊息:大天使加百列,大天使烏列爾,和Serena。直接看文字就讓我再一次地臣服在宇宙的共時性上,連接收訊息都不用了。



Archangel Gabrielle

"You have an important life purpose involving communication and the arts. Please don't allow insecurities to hold you back. I will help you."

Additional Message: "I am with you as one of your guardian angels. You may wonder why an archangel is with you. I help many people simultaneously, and you are among them. I help those whose life purpose is in the arts or communication. I will help you polish and trust in your natural talents. Then I will open doors for you to express those talents in a way that will help others."

"What I need from you in return is honesty and cooperation. Tell me about your fears, your hopes, your confusion, your insecurities, and your dreams. Ask me to help you. And then, please walk through the doors of opportunity that I open for you. I am on your side completely! My function is to be your coach, and as such, I may prod you along. Please know that I am only pushing you because I know that you need a little boost from above."

我的附註:一直以來我就有藉由自己的文字,為閱讀的人們帶來撫慰的心願,或者說calling。


Archangel Uriel

"Your emotions are healing, which enables you to open up to greater love. I will help you release anger and unforgiveness from your heart and mind."

Additional Message: "I am called the 'Psychologist Angel' because I help to heal toxins from people's thoughts and emotions. I am especially able to release stubborn anger and unforgiveness. I am with you right now to clear away such toxins. I would also like to work with you to help others clear away their emotional and psychological blocks."

"My healing work is subtle. I never force it on anyone. Like you, I believe that it is best to wait until someone approaches me and directly requests guidance or assistance. Then, I simply and lovingly ask them to be willing to release toxins from their mind and heart. If they are willing to do so, then the release will occur. In this way, the person retains their dignity and control, while choosing to be clear of lower energies."


Serena

"I am the Angel of Abundance. You will receive the money that you need, and God is in charge of how that will happen. Have faith."

Additional Message: "God is the source of all of your good. Release all of your cares and worries to me, and I will bring them directly to God. The more that you surrender this situation to Heaven, the more open you become. Your openness-like outstretched arms-welcomes the gifts that we bring you. When you worry, however, it closes you down. It then becomes more difficult for us to deliver your gifts. You don't notice your gifts, or you push them away."

"God's infinite creativity means that your financial support will come in unexpected ways. One of the reasons why you worry is because you don't know how your money will be delivered. You can release these worries by completely relying on God's wisdom and care. Notice your repetitive thoughts, feelings, and ideas. They are our way of communicating Divine guidance to you. As you follow these Divine directives, your supply comes to you on the wings of angels, without delay or reservation. The more that you can relax and trust, the faster we can bring these gifts your way."

090625 Messages From Your Angels by Doreen Virtue Ph.D.

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Akasha

"You are a spiritual teacher. You have the ability to counsel others and help them awaken their spiritual gifts and Divine life mission."

Additional Message: "You have already helped many people by giving them guidance, advice, and messages. You have a natural gift for delivering just the right words, along with a healthy dose of comfort and inspiration. Now, we urge you to be available for even more people.

"Your heart will tell you whether your teaching work will consist of writing, speaking, giving workshops, or counseling. Or, you may be guided to spontaneously help people whom you meet at the store, at school, or at work. Please know that you are absolutely qualified, and that we angels back you up with our supportive energy and loving words. This is your Divine life purpose. Ask us to help you with your teaching work, and we will do everything we can!"





Francesca

"What do you desire right now? Visualize it, and it will come about. Negativity will block your progress."

Additional Message: "You have been asking God and the angels, 'What is next for me?' Yet, we have been waiting for you to make that decision for yourself! That is why you have felt stuck lately. This impasse occurs because you are afraid of making a 'wrong' decision. We can help you to decide, but ultimately, the next chapter of your life is up to you. This is a period of your life that is unscripted."

"Your desires are like a painting that you create upon the canvas of your life. Like an artist, you must decide what the theme, background, and foreground will be within your picture. Take some time out to meditate, pray upon, and contemplate this important decision. Be creative, and maintain standards for yourself. But remember: If you don't make a decision, that's the same thing as deciding that everything shall remain the same."




Crystal

"Have faith and hope, because there is something positive and new on the horizon that you can't yet see."

Additional Message: "The seeds that you have planted are beginning to sprout results. You may not even be aware of these results, however, since they are in their infancy. Now it is more important than ever to stay positive, and to hold a clear vision of your desire and intention. Avoid skeptics or those with negative mind-sets. Daily action-even if it only consists of baby steps-toward the fruition of your dream is essential. A phone call, a letter, or reading relevant material will keep the energy of your manifestation at a high level. Every day, positively affirm that you have already achieved or exceeded your dream. And most important, ask for angelic assistance every step of the way."

夏至,巫女之所的慶典。

我們圍著火焰唱歌
感受炎熱,但不渴
持續燃燒,而始終豐足

  很久以前,平埔族人將北投稱為女巫的居所,除了蒸騰的水氣繚繞外,也因為這地方充滿神聖的力量。每次踏上新北投,無論晴雨,我都彷彿看見煙氣裊裊,紛亂的思緒被無形的力量一一滌淨,昨天參加思逸的夏至慶典也不例外,甚至更有過之。

  蓮花臨境而風雨未顯的夏至,一群人在天空之下獻祭,對篝火祝聖並仰望星辰。那種,是在水泥觀察箱*進行儀式所不能比擬的感覺。

  這次的場地很好玩,temple33的房子位於山坡上的小山坳,四鄰的樓層都高於我們,儀式中不免會撞上鄰居們拋來的些許好奇視線;又由於在山坳裡,仰頭是除了天空,還有蒼綠的山。腦袋突然冒出「碗底的碗底」這詞,我突然感覺:或許……被填充願望的不只是草藥包的袋子,還有眾神明俯瞰的我們。

  這是一個在白日最長的一天,迎接太陽王的儀式,但我私心認為主角是火。迷人的、具有生命力的火。先是焚盡,一群人朝神聖羅勒的根用力吹著,將自己亟欲轉化的負面能量全數渡入其中,擲入火盆由火淨化。燒去舊有的模式之後,才騰得出空間讓新的事物進來。

  接著,是思逸老師的勞作課時間。眾人忙亂地將帶來冷靜的聖約翰草、提振清醒的馬鞭草、轉化能量的芸香,連同對這世界的祝福,全都塞入袋中、投進火裡。祭品不止於此,身體也同時形成奉獻的容器,火焰焚燒藥草,同時也在體內燃著。有形的肉身自始,藉由火的能量與無限連接、將永恆納入身體。舞蹈中的紅蛇纏軟了驕傲,因此我們能弓身臣服,對滋養我們的大地表達敬意。

  擁有順服的能力後便能躍起,在屬於自己的草藥包中吹入願望,藉火轉化,賦與自然的風息。揣著未來一年的護符在胸口,像是向宇宙借來乘火舞、隨風建築、顯化心向的能力。接下來的創造,除了自我實現外,也是為來年的獻祭再做準備吧。

  該是到結束的時刻。送完女神、男神及四方精靈之後,結界解開。我感覺充盈在四周的能量飽足地緩緩上昇、擴散,而雲散了。藍天中釘著幾顆星星,晚風吹拂。「躺在草蓆上偷個閒應該不錯」我這麼想著,一邊取過一杯蜂蜜水抿著。

後記:
  書寫的過程,我不時聞著草藥包淡淡的香氣,回想細節。眼神因堅定而發亮,困惑與蔓生的阻礙都在火中化盡;取而代之的,是大地母親協助我向上伸展的力量,感覺跨出的每一步都透出篤定。想到昨天臨出門前,媽媽開玩笑地說:「妳應該先顧本土,再去參加外國的儀式才是。」我笑了笑:「那麼,我可能也要初一、十五拜拜加吃齋才行呦!」如果再無限上綱的話,或許這樣也能歸於另一種文化侵略吧(笑)。

  我是這麼想的:祭典可大可小,不一定只屬於一個人;也不限於一群人。它歸其根本,是順應天時的先民智慧,無論是東方、西方,即使承襲的派別、遵循的巫儀、文化都不同,初心都是出自感恩。無論儀式屬於何方,能簡單地傳達自己的感謝、依心而行,找到自己認同的方式就好。

註*:請把我們住的水泥房子和昆蟲觀察盒在腦中兩相比較一下。

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